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Ch. 3 | c o m i n g b a c k h o m e.

The hum of the Boeing 787 was a deep, constant thrum, a lullaby for the wealthy and weary. In the hushed, cocooned silence of the business class cabin, Neel Rathore was an island of focused indifference.

The lie-flat seat was positioned at a precise angle for optimal ergonomics, not sleep. A single overhead spotlight illuminated the medical journal open on his lap, its pages filled with dense text and vivid, clinical images of neurological pathways.

A half-finished glass of vintage Bordeaux sat untouched on the teak veneer table beside him. He was dissecting a groundbreaking paper on minimally invasive spinal cord surgery, his brow furrowed in concentration, his world narrowed to the scope of the research.

He was, without any conscious effort or desire to be, the most compelling figure in the cabin. Dressed in a simple but exquisitely tailored black crewneck sweater and dark trousers, he was a study in monochrome intensity.

His sharp, intelligent features, the shadow of disciplined stubble along his jaw, and the almost severe focus in his dark eyes drew glances from several passengers and crew alike. He was handsome in a way that was less about aesthetics and more about a potent, untouchable authority.

A flight attendant named Chloe had been watching him since takeoff from Toronto. She was used to the clientele in this cabin-CEOs, celebrities, diplomats-but this man was different. He wasn't preening, wasn't seeking attention. He was utterly, commandingly self-contained. It was a challenge she found irresistible.

She approached him with the practiced, swaying grace of her profession, a warm, knowing smile on her perfectly made-up face. "Everything to your satisfaction, sir? Can I get you another glass of wine? Perhaps something stronger?" Her voice was a low, intimate purr, meant only for him.

Neel didn't look up from his journal. "No," he said, the word flat and final.

Undeterred, Chloe leaned over slightly to ostensibly straighten his already pristine napkin. The movement brought her perfume-a cloud of jasmine and vanilla-and the low neckline of her uniform dangerously close to his line of sight.

"It's a long flight," she murmured, her voice dropping another octave. "These pods are terribly private. It can get quite... lonely up here at the front. Sometimes, a little company makes the hours fly by."

This time, Neel's eyes lifted from the page. They didn't travel over her; they locked onto hers with the dispassionate, analytical focus of a surgeon assessing a specimen. There was no flicker of interest, no appreciation, no embarrassment. There was only a cold, impenetrable dismissal.

"My company," he said, his voice low but cutting through the cabin's whisper-quiet hum like a scalpel, "is a study on the efficacy of a new class of neuro-inhibitors. It is significantly more engaging and requires infinitely less pointless conversation than anything you are proposing.

Now, unless you are here to discuss the pharmacological suppression of synaptic glutamate release, I suggest you do your job and leave me to do mine."

The smile on Chloe's face froze, then shattered. A deep flush of humiliation crept up her neck. She had been rejected before, but never with such brutal, intellectual contempt. She was being dismissed not as a woman, but as an irrelevant distraction, an interruptive noise. She straightened up as if slapped, her professional mask slamming back into place.

"Of course, sir. My apologies for disturbing you," she stammered, before turning on her heel and fleeing up the aisle.

Neel's gaze returned to his journal. He didn't watch her go. The interaction was already deleted from his mind, a trivial system interruption he had efficiently terminated. He took a sip of the Bordeaux, the complex notes of dark fruit and oak registering on his palate with the same clinical detachment he applied to everything. He turned the page, and the world outside his bubble ceased to exist.

***

The first breath of Ahmedabad air was a physical blow, but not an unpleasant one. It was a thick, warm tapestry of smells that assaulted his senses the moment he descended the aircraft steps onto the tarmac. The rich, earthy scent of sun-baked soil, the distant, aromatic smoke from a thousand chulhas, the heady sweetness of night-blooming jasmine fighting with the pungent sting of diesel and dust.

It was the smell of his childhood, of a life he had surgically excised from his present. His body registered the familiar humidity, the unique weight of the Indian air, but his psyche remained barricaded. He allowed no nostalgia, no warmth to penetrate the fortress of his control. He simply observed the sensory data, acknowledged it, and filed it away.

He moved through the customs and baggage claim with cold, impersonal efficiency, his carry-on and single leather duffel bag collected with minimal fuss. The chaos of the arrivals hall-the cacophony of families reuniting, the aggressive calls of taxi drivers, the blur of colorful garments-was a spectacle he observed from behind an invisible, soundproof wall.

Then he saw it. A man in a crisp, black uniform stood holding a sign that simply read: "Dr. Rathore." Behind him, gleaming under the harsh airport lights like a obsidian panther, was a Rolls-Royce Phantom. It was an absurd, undeniable statement of his father's wealth and power.

Neel's lips tightened almost imperceptibly. It was typical Vikrant Rathore-opulent, imposing, and designed to remind everyone, especially his son, of the empire that awaited.

He gave a curt nod to the driver, who sprang forward to take his bags. Neel slid into the cavernous, silent interior of the car. The world outside, so vibrant and noisy, was instantly muted. The air was cool and scented with leather and sandalwood. The partition between him and the driver was already up. He was alone again.

He didn't watch the city pass by. Instead, he pulled out his i-pad, connecting to the secure hospital server via a VPN, checking the post-op vitals of his meningioma patient. The real world, the one that mattered, was right there on the screen. The journey of thirty-five minutes was spent reviewing charts and dictating notes to his PA via email. The transition from one life to the other was seamless, digital, and emotionless.

The car eventually slowed, turning off the main thoroughfare and onto a private, guarded road. Through the tinted window, Neel saw the familiar landscape of his youth give way to extreme, curated opulence. And then, the house came into view.

It was not a home; it was a modern-day fortress-palace, a testament to Vikrant Rathore's global conquest. A sprawling complex of pale Makrana marble and vast sheets of bulletproof glass, all sharp, avant-garde angles and breathtaking scale. It was designed to awe, and it succeeded.

But tonight, it was transformed.

The entire sweeping driveway was lined with countless flickering diyas, their golden flames dancing in the evening air, creating a path of fire leading to the entrance. The façade of the mansion, usually starkly lit, was washed in a soft, golden glow. And everywhere, there were flowers. Not just any flowers. A sea of imported, midnight-blue Grandiflora Roses from Ecuador, their petals velvety and almost black in the dim light, and clouds of delicate, fragrant Plumeria Alba (White Frangipani), their sweet, intoxicating scent filling the air. They cascaded from ornate pots, woven into garlands that draped the entrance, their impossible expense and beauty a silent, extravagant scream of welcome.

Standing at the top of the grand staircase, under a specially constructed floral arch of roses and frangipani, was his family.

His mother, Anita, was a vision in a raw silk ivory saree embroidered with gold thread. But her elegance was fractured by the emotion on her face. Her hands were clasped tightly under her chin, her knuckles white. Even from a distance, Neel could see the tears already streaming down her cheeks, catching the light from the diyas.

Beside her, Vikrant Rathore stood as straight and imposing as one of the marble columns flanking the door. He was in a pristine white bandhgala, his silver hair perfectly styled, his expression one of proud, stern satisfaction. This display, this conquest of aesthetics and emotion, was his doing.

And then there was Reyansh-Reyan. Leaning against the doorway with his characteristic easy grin, he looked effortlessly cool in a designer indigo kurta jacket over black trousers. He gave a slight, mocking shake of his head at the extravagance, a silent joke shared just with Neel.

The Rolls-Royce glided to a silent halt. The driver opened the door. Neel emerged, unfolding his tall frame into the perfumed, flower-laden air. The scent was overwhelming. He slung his duffel bag over his shoulder, his laptop case in his other hand-the two stark, utilitarian objects at odds with the fairy-tale scene.

For a moment, he just stood there, taking in the spectacle. His face, as always, was an unreadable mask. He felt a distant, clinical appreciation for the precision of the display, the sheer logistical feat it must have been to acquire this quantity of rare flowers on short notice. But it did not touch him.

"Neel... my beta..."

The words were a broken whisper. Anita could hold back no longer. She rushed down the marble steps, her saree flowing behind her, ignoring the carefully planned grandeur. She didn't throw her arms around him immediately. Instead, she stopped just before him, her hands rising to cradle his face. Her thumbs, soft and trembling, stroked his cheeks, wiping at her own endless tears as she drank in the sight of him.

"Beta," she sobbed, her voice cracking with a love so raw and vast it seemed to vibrate in the air between them. "Kitna patla ho gaya hai tu? Look at you! Just skin and bones! Kya tum khaana nahi khaate? Do they only feed you stress and responsibility in that country? Your eyes... they have such shadows..."

Her words tumbled out, a torrent of maternal anguish and adoration. She examined him like a precious, damaged artifact, her touch gentle but insistent. "You work too much, Neel. You forget you have a body that needs care. You forget you have a mother who worries every second of every day."

Neel stood rigid within the circle of her embrace. The physical contact was unfamiliar, a breach of his personal space he tolerated but did not reciprocate. He could smell her familiar perfume-a blend of rose and saffron-beneath the overwhelming fragrance of the flowers. He could feel the warm wetness of her tears on his skin.

"I am fine, Ma," he said, his voice even, a calm, deep lake against her stormy ocean. "I am perfectly healthy. The work is demanding, but I manage it."

His clinical response only made her cry harder. She pulled him into a tight, desperate hug, her head barely reaching his chest. She held him as if he might vanish again for another four years. "You are home now, beta," she whispered into his sweater. "Maa is here. I will feed you, I will fatten you up. You will rest."

Over her shoulder, Neel's eyes met his father's. Vikrant had descended the steps at a more dignified pace. His gaze was sharp, assessing. He saw his son, the doctor, being embraced by his wife. He gave a slight, approving nod-not for the emotional reunion, but for the successful execution of the homecoming.

"Anita, let the boy breathe," Vikrant's deep voice cut through the emotion. "He has just traveled a long way." His tone was not unkind, but it was pragmatic, a reminder of the audience of household staff looking on.

Anita reluctantly pulled back, her hands still clutching Neel's arms as if afraid to let go completely. She smiled through her tears, a beautiful, heartbreaking sight. "Of course, of course. Come inside, beta! Come see your home."

She kept her arm firmly linked through his, leading him up the flower-strewn steps, past the nodding, smiling staff, and through the towering teak doors into the breathtaking expanse of the mansion's interior.

The inside was a curated masterpiece of modern global minimalism infused with Indian soul. The floors were polished Kashmir marble, inlaid with subtle patterns of darker stone. The walls were a gallery of modern Indian art-vivid abstracts by Tyeb Mehta and S.H. Raza. The furniture was low-slung, Italian, and undoubtedly priceless. Yet, it was warmed by exquisite antique Bidriware vases, shelves of rare first editions, and the same intoxicating frangipani flowers arranged in stunning crystal bowls.

It was a home that spoke of immense wealth and impeccable, calculated taste. It was perfect. And to Neel, after the stark functionality of his Toronto apartment and the chaotic humanity of his hospital, it felt utterly surreal.

Anita was still talking, her voice a happy, nervous chatter. "I've had your old room completely redone, but exactly as you like it. All neutral tones, nothing distracting. The sheets are Egyptian cotton, the blackout blinds are motorized... See? Your mother remembers."

She led him into the vast living area, her eyes never leaving him. "You will rest for a week, at least. No talk of work, no talk of anything. Just sleep, eat, and be with your family."

Neel finally extracted his arm from hers, placing his bags down by a colossal minimalist sofa. He looked at her, at the desperate hope and unconditional love in her tear-streaked face. He saw the extravagant welcome, the impossible flowers, the sheer force of her will to make him feel loved.

And for one fleeting, terrifying second, the fortress walls inside him trembled. A fissure opened, and a wave of something immense and complicated threatened to break through-the sheer weight of her love, the stark loneliness of his life abroad, the confusing duality of his existence.

But he was Dr. Neel Rathore. He dealt in facts, not feelings. He sutured wounds, not emotions.

He simply gave a slow, deliberate nod.

"Thank you, Ma," he said, his voice still calm, still controlled, giving nothing away. "The flowers are... very nice."

The grandeur of the entrance hall gave way to an even more imposing staircase, a floating marvel of marble and polished steel that swept upwards. Anita led Neel to a pair of double doors on the second floor, her hand resting on his arm as if she might lose him again.

"All yours, beta," she said, pushing the doors open with a flourish. "I hope it's to your liking."

The room was less a bedroom and more a luxurious penthouse suite. It was vast, with a soaring ceiling and another wall of floor-to-ceiling glass offering a stunning, silent view of the manicured gardens and the city lights twinkling in the distance. The colour palette was a study in monochrome sophistication-shades of charcoal, dove grey, and stark white. The bed was a massive, low-slung platform heaped with pillows in various shades of grey silk. Everything was minimalist, clean, and exorbitantly expensive.

"I'll let you get settled. Dinner will be in an hour," Anita said, her eyes soft with concern. "Rest, beta. Just rest." She finally released his arm and left, closing the doors with a soft click.

Alone, Neel let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. The silence of the room was profound, a stark contrast to the emotional onslaught downstairs. He dropped his duffel bag on a sleek grey upholstered bench at the foot of the bed. His eyes scanned the room, taking in the details with a clinical eye.

His gaze landed on the walk-in wardrobe, its doors open. He walked over and stopped short.

The wardrobe was already full.

Not with his old clothes. Every shelf, every hanger, was meticulously arranged with the latest collection from R-House. There were lightweight linen shirts in every neutral shade, perfectly tailored trousers, cashmere sweaters, and even a selection of exquisitely crafted kurtas. The tags were still on. It was a silent, lavish gift from his father.

A not-so-subtle reminder of the world Neel had rejected, now waiting for him, ready to clothe him in the Rathore identity whether he wanted it or not. His jaw tightened imperceptibly. He pushed the wardrobe doors shut.

The bathroom was a temple of marble and chrome. A sunken tub large enough for three people stood in the centre, flanked by a rain shower and a wall of mirrors. It was sterile, beautiful, and utterly impersonal. He started the water for the tub, adding a generous amount of a sandalwood-scented bath oil from a crystal decanter.

Sinking into the deep, enveloping warmth of the water was the first moment of genuine physical relief he'd felt since leaving Toronto. The tension in his shoulders-the permanent knot from hours spent bent over an operating table-began to loosen. The ache in his lower back from the long flight slowly ebbed away. He leaned his head back against the rim, closing his eyes. For a few minutes, there was no OR, no expectations, no family drama. There was only the heat, the silence, and the faint, expensive scent of sandalwood. He felt the rigid control he maintained over his body and mind soften, just a fraction.

He emerged later, wrapped in a thick, impossibly soft towel, feeling cleaner and more relaxed than he had in months. He ignored the R-House wardrobe. Instead, he went to his duffel and pulled out his own uniform: a pair of simple grey sweatpants and a plain black cotton t-shirt. The familiar, worn fabric was a comfort. It was his choice.

Phone in hand, he headed downstairs. The mansion was quiet. He found his way to the main living area, a sprawling space with those breathtaking city views. He sank into the deep, buttery leather of an enormous sectional sofa, scrolling through emails on his phone, re-establishing his connection to his real life.

The silence was broken by a familiar, lazy drawl.

"Well, look who it is. The prodigal son returns. And he's downgraded from surgeon scrubs to... normal clothes. How the mighty have fallen."

Reyansh sauntered into the room, a grin plastered on his face. He flung himself onto the sofa opposite Neel, sprawling with an easy grace that seemed to mock Neel's upright posture.

Neel didn't look up from his phone. "What do you want, Reyan?"

"Just admiring the view," Reyan said, his eyes sweeping over his brother. "Ma's been planning your return like it's a military operation. You saw the flowers? I think Dad bought out the entire Ecuadorian rose harvest. And the frangipani? Smells like a wedding in here. Or a very expensive funeral."

Neel grunted, still focused on his screen.

"But that's not the best part," Reyan continued, his voice dropping to a mischievous whisper. "The real preparation has been happening for weeks. The guest list."

This made Neel's eyes flick up from his phone.

Reyan's grin widened. "Oh yes. Ma has been on a mission. She's been 'accidentally' running into every family in Ahmedabad with a daughter between the ages of 25 and 30. She's been collecting biodatas like they're trading cards. I've seen them. There's a stack on her dressing table. She's got them categorized. 'Doctors,' 'Business Families,' 'NRIs'... it's very efficient."

Neel's expression darkened. "Reyan..."

"I'm serious!" Reyan laughed, enjoying himself immensely. "She's already shortlisted a few. There's a cardiologist from Mumbai-Ma thinks you'll have 'common interests.' And the daughter of the guy who owns the rival textile empire-imagine the merger! And my personal favourite, an interior designer from Delhi. Ma showed me her picture. She's very... artistic. Probably thinks she can 'soften you up.'" He wiggled his eyebrows.

Neel finally put his phone down, levelling a cold stare at his brother. "This isn't funny."

"It's a little funny," Reyan countered. "Come on, Neel. The great Dr. Rathore, who can stare down a brain aneurysm without breaking a sweat, is afraid of a few Gujarati aunties with eligible daughters? This is going to be the best month of my life."

Before Neel could retort, Anita's voice floated in from the dining room, sweet and full of anticipation. "Beta! Reyansh! Dinner is ready! Come, everything is getting cold!"

The moment was broken. Neel stood up, shooting a final warning look at his smirking brother before heading towards the dining room.

The table was a sight to behold. It wasn't just a meal; it was a manifesto of a mother's love. Every single one of Neel's childhood favourites was there, prepared with a lavish hand. A large bowl of Dal Tadka steamed fragrantly, the ghee glistening on top. A rich, creamy Paneer Butter Masala sat beside it, the gravy a perfect sunset orange. There were fluffy, golden rotis stacked high in a casserole. And taking centre stage, as if they were the main course, were two desserts: a deep dish of Gajar ka Halwa, its carrots slow-cooked to a sweet, sticky perfection and studded with nuts, and a large bowl of Kheer, thick with reduced milk, saffron, and slivers of almond.

The air was thick with the incredible, comforting aromas of ghee, cardamom, and roasted spices.

"Sit, sit, beta!" Anita urged, her eyes shining as she watched Neel take in the spread. She began loading his plate before he'd even fully sat down. A large spoonful of dal, two pieces of paneer drowning in gravy, two rotis. Then, without waiting, she placed a smaller bowl next to his plate and ladled a generous serving of halwa into it. "Eat the halwa first, it's warm. Good for you. You need the energy."

Vikrant sat at the head of the table, watching the scene with a satisfied expression. He served himself with measured elegance. "Your mother has been planning this menu for a week," he stated, as if announcing a successful corporate merger.

Reyan dug in with gusto. "Don't mind if I do! We only get this feast when the favourite child comes home."

Neel picked up his fork. The first bite of the paneer was sublime-incredibly soft, rich, and flavourful. The dal was exactly as he remembered-comforting and perfectly spiced. It was food that spoke of home, of memory, of a mother's unwavering devotion.

He ate quietly, listening to Reyan's playful banter and his mother's happy chatter. He could feel her eyes on him, watching his every bite, her happiness tied directly to the food disappearing from his plate.

"You are too thin, Neel," she said again, spooning more kheer into his bowl the moment it was empty. "This will put some strength back into you."

For the first time since his arrival, Neel didn't offer a clinical rebuttal. He simply nodded, accepting the second helping of kheer. He ate under the weight of her love, a love expressed in dal and halwa and the silent, desperate hope that enough good food could bridge the four-year gap between them.

The food was delicious, a taste of a childhood he had long since left behind. But as he swallowed the sweet, saffron-infused rice, he felt a familiar, grim determination settle over him. This was just the beginning. The roses, the clothes, the food-it was all part of the campaign. And he was the primary target.

The dinner was a symphony of familiar, comforting flavors, each bite a direct line to a past Neel usually kept carefully compartmentalized. He was on his second helping of the rich, creamy kheer when his father, who had been eating in his usual measured silence, dabbed his mouth with a linen napkin and cleared his throat. The sound was soft, but it carried the weight of a gavel, instantly drawing the table's attention.

"Neel," Vikrant began, his voice a deep, resonant baritone that demanded silence without ever needing to raise its volume. "We have arranged a party for you. Day after tomorrow."

Neel's spoon paused halfway to his mouth. He slowly lowered it back into the bowl. "A party?" he repeated, his tone flat, devoid of any inflection that could be mistaken for enthusiasm.

"Of course," Vikrant stated, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. "A proper welcome. I have invited all our relatives, close family friends, and some of my key business partners. It is an opportunity for everyone to see you, to celebrate your return."

The clinical part of Neel's mind immediately began calculating: the number of people, the noise, the meaningless small talk, the sheer, exhausting performance of it all. "There is no need for that, Father," he said, his voice even. "It's an unnecessary disruption. I would prefer a quiet visit."

"It is not a disruption, it is a celebration!" Anita interjected, her voice bright but with an undercurrent of nervous energy. She reached over and placed her hand on his arm. "Beta, please. Everyone is so eager to see you. The Kapoors, the Sharmas, your Masi from Rajkot... they have all been asking about you for years. This is a happy occasion!"

"It is also a matter of duty," Vikrant added, his gaze steady on Neel. "Our position requires certain... acknowledgements. Your return is one of them. It will be handled with the appropriate respect."

Neel felt the walls of the comfortable, food-scented bubble begin to close in. This was no longer just a family dinner; it was a board meeting about his life. "My 'return' is a month's leave, Father. Not a permanent relocation. A party seems... excessive."

"But it is important, beta!" Anita's grip on his arm tightened slightly. Her eyes, so full of warmth and love just moments ago, now began to shimmer with a new, more potent emotion. "These things are important. For the family. For... for your future."

The shift was subtle but unmistakable. The conversation was pivoting, and Neel felt a familiar dread settle in the pit of his stomach, right beside the gajar ka halwa.

"Future?" Neel asked, though he knew exactly where this was headed.

Anita's lower lip began to tremble. She looked from her stern, immovable husband to her resistant, distant son, and the dam of her emotions began to break. "Yes, Neel. Your future. Our future." A tear escaped, tracing a path through the fine powder on her cheek. "You will be thirty in two months. Thirty! When your father was thirty, he had already built R-House into a national brand and... and we were married!"

"Ma, please," Neel said, his voice low, a warning. He hated this. He hated the emotional manipulation, the public dissection of his personal life.

"I am not getting any younger, beta," she whispered, her voice cracking. The tears were flowing freely now. "Every day, I pray to God. I go to the temple and I beg, 'Just let me see my Neel settled. Let me see him happy with a good wife, with children running around this big, empty house.' Is that too much for a mother to ask?"

Reyan, for once, was silent, staring intently at his empty bowl.

Vikrant watched his wife's display with a look of pained patience. He saw it as a necessary, if messy, tactic.

"Your mother is right, Neel," Vikrant said, his voice softening a fraction, a calculated move. "It is time to think about these things. This party... it is not just a welcome. It is an introduction. Many of our associates have daughters who are accomplished, beautiful, from excellent families. It is a good opportunity for you to... socialize."

Neel felt a cold anger rising within him. He was being paraded. His career, his Rathore name, was being presented as the prime attraction in a marital auction he wanted no part of.

"An opportunity?" Neel's voice was dangerously quiet. "I am a surgeon, not a product to be launched at a corporate event. My marital status is not a business strategy."

Anita broke into full, quiet sobs, dabbing at her eyes with the end of her saree pallu. "You don't understand, Neel! You are so far away, all alone. Who will look after you? Who will make sure you eat, that you sleep? I lie awake at night worrying! This is not just for me, it is for you! I want to see you settled, I want to see you loved! I want to hold my grandchildren before I am too old to enjoy them!"

Her words, raw and desperate, hung in the air between them. The lavish dining room, with its exquisite food and expensive art, felt suddenly suffocating. Neel looked at his mother's tear-streaked face, at the genuine, heart-wrenching fear and love in her eyes. He saw his father's immovable resolve. He saw his brother's uncharacteristic silence.

He was outmaneuvered. To refuse would be to cruelly reject his mother's love, to cause a scene that would reverberate through the entire household. It was a checkmate executed with tears and halwa.

He took a slow, deep breath, reining in the frustration, locking it away behind the familiar, impenetrable wall. He looked at his mother.

"Fine," he said, the single word clipped and heavy with resignation. "The party. I will attend."

Anita's sobs hiccupped to a stop. A watery, hopeful smile broke through her tears. "Oh, beta! You will see! It will be wonderful! You will have a good time, I promise!"

Neel said nothing. He simply looked down at his half-finished bowl of kheer. The sweet, comforting dessert now tasted like ash and obligation. The party was no longer just a social gathering; it was the opening move in a campaign he had no idea how to fight. And he had just reluctantly agreed to step onto the battlefield.

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